Finished Outcome 27th April
I have finally come to the conclusion of the scrubs brief. I am a little embarrassed it has taken me seven days to complete, however I wanted to go slowly to be as precise as possible as I have never made anything on a sewing machine before. Its been really interesting that over the last week, as I have been constructing the scrubs noticing the effect Covid19 continues to have. Everyday I worry for my family, friends, the vast number of key workers coming into close contact with the virus each day, I worry for people isolating with abusive individuals, the people caring for venerable members of their family, the effect the pandemic will have on the economy and our future way of life and so on..... The only thing that offers me escape from worrying is keeping myself busy and the scrubs ( selfishly) have been a great distraction and a way of helping me feel I am( in a very small way), contributing.
Now I have completed this set I am determined to get hold of more material and make another set. (Hopefully much quicker this time)
CSM Loves NHS - April 16th
Due to the isolation period we are currently under, I have found myself increasingly distracted throughout this project. I have felt selfish pursing my project and worry about lack of materials, when there are key workers risking their lives to save others. As soon as CSM sent round the instructions for scrub making, I was really exciting to get stuck in. I am not very confident in pattern making or using a sewing machine but I am determined to over come this and as well as helping the NHS is a great way for me to practise these skills.
I have been following Chris’ instructions each day, and found myself really enjoying the project. It has defiantly had a very positive effect on my mental health, the idea that I can be relevant in helping has given me a sense of purpose and tasks each day to prevent my mind wondering and my mood dropping. My first problem however was sourcing the material, I had no material except one free bed sheet to use and unfortunately it was white! However because this was the only material available to use I decided it would have to make do and I like to think even if an NHS worker wears it once or twice it will have been somewhat beneficial.
Reflection 14th & 15th - April
I felt today was a very conclusive day in terms of finishing the design of my garment ( although it is not yet fully stitched). Before the easter weekend I had made an interesting discovery of using wadding to stuff the shoulder detail which meant (although I was very pleased with the outcome) my garment now has quite a loud and abstract quality. At this stage I am pleased for a few reasons, firstly because my chosen topic of “Micrology” was abstract in itself and the images I research and developed of microscopic creatures and surfaces were very much abstract. So I am pleased this has been translated in some way into my garment. The other reason I am pleased with the new found abstract look is that my outcome has started to resemble similar qualities to a costume. The abstract shoulders remind me of one of the costumes designed by Leon Bakst, in the early 1910’s for one of Diaghilevs Ballet Russe Performances. Initially I thought this was just a coincidental connection I had made and was just down to my love of dance. However its made me question wether costume design is something I perhaps would like to pursue? I now feel out of everything I have learnt so far within this project, this is one of the most crucial discoveries for me personally and has opened a new path for me to discover.
Taking my new found discovery I decided to pursue the theme of costume further and turned my attention to the back of the garment. The shape I had placed on the back, I had taken again for my maquette and after observing it again I realised how much it resembled wings. Rather like my image of the snake skin under the microscope there is a skin like, limb like quality to the shape and the rust print only compliments this as it gives it almost highlights details of the skin, like birth marks or aged surface - wrinkled. I decide to highlight this as a costume would, and use my wadding technique to make the shape more prominent.
Although I am pleased with my abstract costume garment, I am also aware that one of my key words throughout this project has been “refine” and I was aware that if I made my garment appear too chaotic it would make the detail I would like to be noticed harder to observe. Therefore, my last addition to the garment had to be more delicate and compliment the more fragile textures I have discovered throughout this project - such as my natural ribbed mushroom texture. I then added my sample inspired by my microscopic rust image to the lower part of my garment. It juxtaposes my other samples as it is very delicate and blends discreetly into the rust printed background because the chosen colours are so similar.
I will proceed by stitching my samples to the garment and finalising the details before prehapes shooting it. It will also be interesting to reflect on it as a whole when it is finished and seek the opinions of my family members.
Reflection 6th and 7th - April
Both Monday and Tuesday I have turned my full attention to practically making. After concluding all my rust printed shapes, I began to place them onto the manakin. Due to me previously making the Maquette, it was easy, like putting back pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. This is defiantly a technique I will use again it defiantly left me feeling more confident when moving my shapes to a garment. I was pleased when placing my rust printed samples together, how much they complimented one another, each print had been completely naturally formed and unplanned yet they all fit beautifully together. The variations of the similar colours blend delicately giving very subtle yet dense textures within each print. Many of the shapes remind me of burns or even bruises, this is just the effect I wanted to achieve - I wanted my muslin to appear manipulated just as they had done within my samples.
Another discovery I made after completing the placement of the rust printed samples onto the body was, a desire to place more of my previously made samples on top. This is due to how naturally they seemed to complement on another. I began playing around in particular with the “Rotifer” like sample which contains a variation of colours, just as I was seeing within the rust outcomes. Due to its unusual shape and 3D structure I began to play around with placing into the manakin before realising it would work beautifully as my right shoulder pleat. It would give the garment the appearance of being the “microscopic surface” on which the “microscopic organism” has been placed. I realised I was going to need more than one however, therefore set to work making more and enjoyed playing around with spices such as cumin as I had done before to create the correct texture. I realised this is something I may wish to re visit towards the conclusion of my garment for extra detail. Due to its colour and size, the cumin appears as a kind of dust or rust, a perfect effect for this particular garment.
I have been continuously adding stitch whilst going along and have been careful to repeat a similar style. Earlier in my Shammy leather sample I had added a naive like stitch technique which gave the sample an aged effect. The stitch appeared pulled and frayed in some areas therefore giving the impression it had aged.This is some thing I wanted to include within my final garment and will continue to add whist assembling.
Reflection 2nd April
After completing my Maquette, like have done throughout my projects so far I decided to reflect on the most successful qualities and the weakest. I realised that I had perhaps over complicated my template over shadowing the better elements. For instance, the top of my Maquette I felt I had become more experimental, I had allowed for negative space to complement the shapes I had created with my paper and also felt my paper manipulations were strong. However towards the bottom of my maquette the outcome was less strong and appeared more chaotic, I now realise I hadn’t used my paper shapes as effectively as I had initially. I feel this was due to tiredness and I a desire to finish the maquette. I know realise my mistake, however it has given me the opportunity to extract the better qualities from the piece and develop them.
Because I am in the very early learning stages of learning how to make garments from material. I decided to make a base of material in which to place my strongest elements from my maquette experimentation on top of. I could then decide which of my samples would influence my chosen elements. Their colours, patterns and the method I used to make them - for instance my "Rotifer" sample, I used various spices an flavourings in order to achieve the colouring.
Tomorrow I will continue to create the base sample for my garment and also cut out of my mesh fabric the shapes from my strongest elements within my Maquette.
Reflection 26th and 27th Of March
Today, I carried on some of my work from yesterday and also begun some early investigative making of my last two microscopic textures. These images have proved to be the hardest to imagine and transfer to material. This is because the shapes I can make out within them appear to float on a clear surface, some even not touching each other. I felt that if I tried to re create the textures purely with stitch it wouldn’t do the real image justice. I then did a quick brainstorm on which potential methods I thought I could experiment with to recreate the texture. Because I have loved using chemicals and witnessing the chemical reactions within my samples. I did some research and stumbled on one artist - Anthony Crammen who played around with latex, when capturing the textures within his samples. I’ve never used liquid latex before and though this would be a great opportunity to experiment with it. Before beginning I once again considered the texture of the image I was looking at and in particular the shapes within it. The shapes appear very dense because of their dark colour and the shapes are entirely random, not two are the same. This instantly reminded me of my home grown rust pieces, each developed completely different due to it being a chemical reaction, therefore totally uncontrollable. I took my two largest home made rust samples and began to hammer them into smaller fragments. Because rust is made of a build up of layers, it was really interesting to observe the darkest layer dropping off from the force of the hammer. (I decided to also add the ‘dust like’ black layer of rust to my samples.) I built up my first layer of latex, waited for it to dry before adding my newly sized rust pieces. It was fascinating to observe the ever so slight reaction between the rust and the latex. The same reddish brown colour included within my colour pallet began to appear at the sides of the rust as it met the latex, reminding me of the previous chemical reactions I had witnessed between my bleach and ink. I did decide to re try this method on the latex but unfortunately the effects only lasted a moment before returning to a plain black colour.
I was thrilled with the outcome of my rust pieces within the latex. It reminded me so much of some of my previous research. The shape and colouring reminded me of the experimentation I had tried with my mushrooms, they share the same “edible” texture.As a whole the sample also looks so much like the ‘slimy’ microscopic image of the oyster I had investigated, both were “creature like” and contained this surface layer of bubbles, giving the sample even more of a sense of being “alive”. I am so pleased that within my samples I am able to recount my investigative journey. I continued this idea of my samples in latex being “creature like” and “alive” and decided to try the latex on some remaining snake skin. I was pleased with the outcome and again noticed how my previous research was translated through the sample.
As I am coming the end of my weeks “experimenting through making” exercise. I decide to consider how to organise my samples as I felt within my small sized sketchbook they would not be given the room they need in order to breath or to be observed fully. Unfortunately supplies are very limited within my house at the moment, but after much searching I managed to source some various sheets of paper. I then decided to place my samples onto each individual page before forming the finished pages into a homemade sample booklet.
The next stage, I feel I need to prepare for is to start imaging these samples on a larger scale and eventually towards my final outcome. This is the stage in my project that make me the most nervous, making the leap from samples to larger textiles pieces.
To help prepare myself this weekend I will build up some secondary research on artists that have perhaps followed a similar topic to me and observe their development to final pieces. I will also devise a action plan which I felt was extremely beneficial last time.
Reflection 24th March
Today I continued my making inspired by my textures found under the microscope. Today, I focused on my material I had rust printed with. Looking at it under the microscope I you can observe the individual fibres of material and the rust particles that cling to them, creating quite a chaotic texture as a whole which is visually exciting. This is because I can observe the multiple colours intertwined, how they blend into each other naturally meaning they don't just appear messy. This is something I felt I should hold onto when making my samples, there is a fine line between "chaotic" and just a "mess". There are also formed rust shapes which are really significant to include. Because they were made through a natural process all shapes are different an individually interesting in their own right. Some of the shapes even remind me of faces. This is defiantly a quality I don't want to lose when making my samples because it strips them of their originality.
Before moving straight to making, I was struggling to pull apart the 'chaotic' scene of the texture. I decided to mark make the shapes and lines I could make out clearly, which really helped me break the texture down. I was a good exercise because whilst mark making I could consider how thick/thin the lines were, if they were all connected? were they scratchy or smooth? this helped me therefore consider which materials and yarns would be good to use when making.
I am continuing this process of investigative making over the next couple of days and making my way through the textures I discovered under the microscope. I have continually been pulling the colours from my colour pallet into my making and am still experimenting with ways of bringing in my shapes sourced from my shape menu into my samples. I have talked about this in greater depth over in my research!
Reflection - 20th Feb
Work today was divided into 2 parts. I spent my morning working on some of the feedback my tutor had offered after reviewing my work yesterday. I added missing elements from my workflow such as my digital colour pallet which I had spoken about but had not backed up with an image. I also made adjustments to my workflow format to make it easier to read. I also had expressed in my last reflection that I was happy with my colour pallet and had also been enjoying experimental mark making. However my tutor felt it would be good for me to bring these two parts together, make the background of my drawings a colour from my pallet. I enjoyed this exercise, I observed how the earthy colours provided a strong background for my marks and meant my confidence in my colour pallet became even stronger. I had also mentioned in my latest reflection that although "inspired" I was unsure how to transfer my ideas towards material. My tutor suggested I should make an "Action Plan" in order to assess the successful elements of my recent research and help decide what methods to try next to prompt me to move closer to material. I found this really useful - I realised through creating an action plan what need to be added to my research to give me enough confidence to begin my samples and it was strong shapes. I therefore decided to flick back through my sketchbook and look at my past shape menu for inspiration.
The second part of my day was spent talking and reflecting on guidance from Pauline Moon on developing my reflective logs. She was incredibly helpful and made me realise I had prevented myself from explaining in detail why I liked or was "excited" about a particular element and how that intrigue can lead to further research. I had also not talked yet about how my samples, research or exploration could be seen in a larger context.. societal, historical...
I will aim to include much more of a detailed reflection after each day of working.
Reflection- 19th March
Today I have continued to mark make and collage the samples I placed under the microscope. Despite not ever being confident with drawing and dreading this part of my exploration, I have found myself really enjoying and growing in confidence. The other element I didn't expect was how mark making has encouraged me to spend time examining each image which of course helps inspire ideas of how I could move the shapes I've investigated within my drawing to material. These inspired ideas have come from playing with various scale of my mark making as well as ripped shapes I've used within my collaging.
Although I am inspired, I am unsure how to approach moving into material. I feel I should begin with making small swatches for all of the microscopic images, however I am nervous due to a lack of various materials and yarns... I will not be able to portray the beauty of the textures within the images.
Reflection 17th March
After using illustrator yesterday to help me create my mosaics. I decided to begin today by using yesterdays mosaics to play around with before deciding on a set colour pallet. I sorted through all my yarns, paints and materials and began to place them next to various colours that matched within my mosaics. This was a good exercise anyway to help me really differentiate between similar colours kind of like a visual brain game. I felt sometimes I needed to take a break as the colours would begin to all look virtually the same after a while. After doing this exercise I began to select the few colours I would continue to use within my work. I have decided on 4 set colours but am feeling unsure about wether the coloured fabrics/yarns/paint I use have to be exactly the same as my chosen colours or can be ever slightly different as a lot of my samples are through experiments therefore the colours are fractionally different each time. I am considering for this reason extending my colour pallet to each potential colour so that I can show my understanding of specific colours.
Within my second part of today, I managed to visit Fortismere Schools Science department, who were kind enough to allow me access to one of their microscopes. I used the multiple samples I had developed throughout last weeks “making based on words” exercise as well as earlier experiments. It was so exciting to finally see my textures under a microscope! The images I have collected from my research I am excited to begin exploring with: The textures and shapes are so visually exciting under the microscope, I will be considering which methods I should use to portray them. I will be using my colour pallet I have made today as a basis of which materials I will be using.
Reflection 16th March
Beginning the day we were given a check list to begin with. Its really highlighted how much is lacking from my sketchbook in order for it to meet the standard required. The list highlighted the importance of making my sketchbook self explanatory. I am concerned that in its current state my development may not be clear to someone looking at it with fresh eyes. I will therefore, spend time going through my pages and clarifying them and on going forward I will consider ways to make them easy to understand. - Annotations, collages, mark making…
The other element that was clearly missing from my sketchbook was a developed colour pallet, which I will need in order to progress to more finalised samples. I decided to use the knowledge I have already gained in my sketchbook in oder to explore a potential pallet. I decided to begin with my initial sourced textures I had collected to reflect the microscopic lantern slides I had discovered at the Zoological museum. I used illustrator to create mosaics of the textures and from those have extracted colours to explore. I aim to explore them all throughly before deciding on a select few, I will do this using yarns, paints…
I also spent time today blowing up the textures I've discovered throughout the my last couple of days exploring with methods. After blowing them up to A3 I can observe the delicate and intricate marks and textures within them. I aim to explore these further by mark making the marks themselves as well as the negative space. My key phrase to focus on at the moment, is to “Explore all possibilities”.
Reflection -13th March
My 3rd word was by far my most challenging to explore as it was so limited. "slimy" is a texture which I've always found gross but fascinating. When going back through my sketchbook to help influence a word I stumbled on my mushroom leather which I had used to recreate a lantern slide. I used that sample to inspire my exploration. I started by looking at every day textures which we would consider to have a"slimy" texture. I collected samples of olive oil, sweet chilly sauce, lip balm, candle wax... It felt like a really childish exploration but I really enjoyed it. It gave me a chance to look at these textures in a completely different way. Not just at their function.
I later realised that PVA glue was a great and fast way to create a "slimy" texture and began experimenting. after mixing various paints and materials for exploration I tried ink and realised I had stumbled on a very interesting combination of mediums. The mix of the ink and Pva created a kind of chemical reaction which gave the samples a burnt like appearance as well as them being slimy. Really pleased with this discovery I repeated it onto various textures, again to explore how the pea and ink would react.
Reflection 7th March
Inspired by yesterdays exhibition, I decided to experiment with some sketchbook work. I sourced some mushrooms of various sizes from the market and decided to play around and print with them. I loved the natural shapes I managed to achieve by doing this and even decided to try it on a section of material. I found I was inspired by the negative space I had created even more than the most obvious shapes.
Reflection 6th March
Today I visited the "Mushrooms- The Art, Design and future of fungi" at Somerset house after it was recommended to me. The exhibition was a collection of various artists works as well as watercolours from authors such as Beatrix potter who highlighted mushrooms as almost mythical like objects. I really loved the exhibition, despite finding the works on show quite different from each other. I especially loved the "unseen potentials" piece by Jeremy Shaw, which shows enlarged images of Psilocybe mushrooms. The images of the fungi are captured on a photographic plate using high voltage electrical discharge. This method allows the mushrooms to appear even more mystical and fictional. I also loved the handmade mushrooms by Amanda Cobbett and the textures she's managed to create using threads, silk and hand dyes.
Having made mushroom leather myself observing the pieces made from dried mushrooms I found particularly interesting. The chair made by Tom Dixon was the highlight of the room and after examining it closely reminded me of the rust texture I had already explored. The texture that comes with corrosion is defiantly a big interest in mine, I have started to notice more and more rusted surfaces around me.
Reflection 4th March
Today I took part in a drawing/ illustration workshop as following my group crit I was encouraged to continue mark making my zoomed in objects and I wanted a refresher on any techniques I could use. In the spirit of my microscopic theme I brought in a magnifying glass to help me magnify certain areas and textures that I could then mark make.
After the workshop, I decided to take my mark making to material in new experimental ways. I embroidered onto dissolvable fabric, whilst focusing on my mark making. Unfortunately it didn't work out as well as I'd hoped but It was a good opportunity for me to experiment. I also experimenting with an entirely different method. I wanted to create a raised surface and after talking to a friend found a method I was keen to try. I wrapped stones within my material, tied it tightly with rubber bands, boiled my material for an hour before unwrapping it and adding paint to create a similar colour.
I am really enjoying experimenting with various methods to recreate my found textures however I am nervous about how I will progress to a final outcome.
Reflection -2nd March
Today, we had the chance to take part in group crits to help evaluate where we are in our projects right now. I had the opportunity to pitch my project idea to the group and talk about the research and experimentation I have tried so far. I found the crit incredibly useful in realising which areas of my exploration was working and I should pursue further and which areas are less interesting. My group also helped my highlight my key words : Science, bacteria, 1000%, texture, scale. My peers agreed that one of the most interesting parts of my exploration was taking mundane objects from around my house... and zooming in on it until its unrecognisable as that object. I aim to push this further, first source these objects, mark make them, and then find various bizarre and experimental ways to portray them.
I was also given names of artists to look into and an exhibition at Summer set house to visit. I will also use this week to try and get in touch with someone who can provide me with a microscope to help investigate my mundane objects.
Reflection - 28th Feb
Today I continued to use the method of directing my mood board to research different ways of portraying my textures and experimentation. I looked at my zoomed in research image of red algae and looked at recreating its textures. I was really pleased with the outcome which I achieved through using multiple mediums, I feel pleased that the sample outcome was so tactile and after showing multiple individuals they mentioned how their initial reaction in looking at the sample was to touch it. I feel this is a really satisfying accomplishment as I would like as an artist to create samples or pieces that draw people in to touch or be inquisitive despite wether or not they liked it.
Rust Printing
In order to recreate my rust like texture, I used the quite creative method of "Rust Printing". I initially gathered rust covered objects from a near by garage and some muslin. I then soaked the muslin in an acidic solution ( vinegar), placed my rusty objects on top and placed cling film on the top to secure them. I then wrapped the muslin up and bound it with string. I then steamed it for an hour until the rust transferred. I then soaked the material in a salt solution to remove the acid and prevent the rusting process from continuing. After hanging the muslin out to dry for an hr I as finished and I was rlly pleased with the results.
It was also a really fun and experimental experience. I now feel like I have discovered a new method I can either use for this project or in future.
Reflection 26th Feb
After collaging my research imagery I felt today would be a good opportunity to create a moodboard of my "Micrology" project. In order to help me dissect the colours and textures from each of the found images to then later develop. One of these images I have initially looked at was the micro image taken from the photomicrography competition, it shows microscopic view of a specimen from Thailand which shows the metal and corrosion interface. This image ties in particularly well with my recent recent of "micro" spaces - looking at small sections of a larger surface and has sparked my intrigue into the effects of rust and the textiles you can achieve from them.
I always find its helpful to mark make my research image to help separate the colours and textures. Which I today used as a starting point. I used the rest of my afternoon to boost my research into "micro" surfaces and looked into the Boyle Family.
Discussing The Various Journeys Of Careers
I found it really beneficial listening to my tutors taking about their climb through education/internships and how the various opportunities that arose shaped who they are as artists and individuals today. I found it incredibly interesting that where they are now is quite a different direction they aimed to end up in. I also found it reassuring as sometimes I worry I'll feel trapped within one aspect of the arts. Although I love textiles I also love shooting my outcomes and have gained other interests in working with dancers and movement whilst shooting. It was a relief to me that there are multiple opportunities to combine my love for all aspects of art.
I am also interested in how internships can be a valuable tool to help kick start your career and build valuable relationships which will continue to help you in future.
Reflection 25th Of Feb
After missing both today and yesterday due to illness I was a little apprehensive about catching up. I did however manage to work a little from home to help continue my research development. After much research and having decided to solely base my project on "Micrology" I decided to gather all my previous research imagery and experimentation from this subject and collage with them. I have found this process incredibly helpful in the past in order to spark new ideas and it has also helped refine a colour pallet.
I feel apprehensive upon starting this new project. Due to the vast volume of work I am required to produce it initially feels incredibly daunting. However I aim to follow my timetable and really refine my research this current week, so that I feel I have a solid foundation to approach next week at.
Reflection - 17th Feb
Today I found it really hard to start work as I feel like I've hit on a really interesting topic but because its so heavily scientific its difficult to prevent my ideas from becoming too abstract and philosophical as I started to push this idea of a microcosm in the form of a society. In order to bring my research back to one particular point I decided to do a mind map of all my research so far to help me visually understand my development journey so far. I realised my main interest lies mainly in this fascination with multiple species and objects hidden from the naked eye. I decided to contact the Darwin Centre who allow access to their specimen collections and offer microscopic facilities when requested. I realised how much I want to observe of these hidden elements. Be able to see the natural colours and textures for myself. I also spent a great deal of time today looking at artists that had taken a similar inspiration to myself. I was lucky enough to stumble on Bev Hisey and Klari Reis who in very different ways and for different reasons have been inspired by a similar concept and produced beautiful outcomes.
Thursday Reflection - 13 Feb
Today was very much a research day, I looked in greater depth the multiple types of Micro animals, their positive qualities as well as their physical appearances. After spending much. time on this I realised it would be a great to visit a lab or museum which could tell me more about this tiny species in greater detail. After looking around I realised the Natural History Museum actually have a lab where they study these micro organisms and digitalise them. This is particularly interesting because you can observe the break down of the creature itself. Although its a long shot as these labs are usually hidden from the crowds, I emailed the head office just to inquire.
I also spent some time today trying to recreate the shapes you would observe of the organisms under the microscope. I used engine oil form my dads garage in an attempt to create similar marks and textures.
Incorporating Mushroom Leather
Within my last project I had time to focus on sustainability and the importance of bio degradable materials. With this is mind I made my own mushroom leather to re create a texture. However when studying the slides in detail I realised that one of the textures reminded me so much of my homemade leather. I decided following this idea of natural curiosities and now organisms and I would paint the mushroom leather in a clear coat to give it a similar look to one of the slides.
April 16th - 19th
16th - 19th
For the last few days I have been continuing with the scrubs brief. Having never used a sewing machine or practised pattern cutting before there have been countless problems I have encountered due to my inexperience. Every time I reach one of these moments, such as making my sleeves unequal in length and misunderstanding the instructions on how to assemble the collar correctly, I have felt ready to quit. However every time I experience this feeling I think of all the key workers and how many times a day they must want to walk away from the complete chaos of each day and just be with their families. I have never experienced this kind of a drive to complete a project. This time its not purely for my own selfish benefit, but to provide a little comfort to the people working on the front line.
That is why after only managing to complete the top of my scrubs successfully, due to messing up my trousers completely and totally running out of material I decided to reach out for some help.
One of my friends is professional seamstress and I communicated my frustration with the challenges I had faced. She explained to me where I had gone wrong and suggested I make my templates from material for initial accuracy. She also asked around and provided me with more fabric and accurate measurements for a size Small scrub. She also suggested that because I am so new to using a machine I begin by making wash kits for the NHS workers, which are also in short supply. The wash kits allow the workers to take off their scrubs place them directly into the bag and put them instantly in the washing machine without much contamination.
Shooting Final Outcome - 25th April
I really didn’t expect I would enjoy shooting my garment as much as I did. With all the uncertainty the has surrounded this project and especially within the period of me constructing my piece, there were frequent occasions I was sure I wouldn’t get to complete my process of development and certainly not to a high standard. However, being able to capture the finished form of my “Micrology” topic has provided a feeling of completion and satisfaction that against all odds I was able to produce an outcome with both limited resources, workshops… I think for this reason it is the most satisfying finished to a project so far ( which is actually quite a shock to me).
I also feel strongly that (perhaps because I’ve had to get extra inventive with available resources and limited supplies) this piece is the greatest demonstraiton of my creativity which has been forming throughout the duration of my foundation course. I feel through this project, something has almost certainly clicked and I feel I have touched on a piece of my own unique style. I will continue to nurture and progress with this piece as I begin my BA course.
Observing the finished images of the garment. I began to consider which elements I would deem communicated the research and development I have undergone throughout the project. I also asked myself which elements perhaps weren’t as strong or were lacking from the images. And what effects shooting my piece in the garden had on communicating my theme.
What lacked from my piece after observing my images was experimentation with more than one material. Although I didn’t have another material to work with whilst in lock down, In future rust printing onto other surfaces or materials may be interesting explore. Having printed or even just manipulating other matters within my garment who have added even more depth to the piece. Although I believe my exploration of “microscopic surfaces” has been presented within my outcome, my initial interest in Microscopic beings is harder to infer from my outcome. Although the circular pudding like pads on the right shoulder of my garment have been inspired by “rotifers” ( beings), to and onlooker this is not communicated very clearly. However there were may positives I felt I had achieved concluding my project, which came even clearer shooting them in a natural environment. For instance, within my “Natural Inspired By Nature” image ( found in my digital outcomes folder) I managed to capture the shadow of a plant lying onto of my garment. I was surprised to see how my stitching and natural process of printing was complimented by the delicate vein like shadow appearing on the top. I reminded me of my earlier “vein like” sample. I felt this was a success, not only because my earlier research and development was communicated but because I had decided to shoot it within a natural environment it meant there was even more to observe .
8th and 9th - April
8th and 9th
Both Wednesday and Thursday have consisted of continuously adding stitch to the jigsaw pieces of rust printed mesh I created earlier on in the week. As I mentioned before each of the prints compliment each other beautifully and when observing them as a whole, the garment defiantly gives the impression it has been manipulated and worked into. Both the material and the blend of natural colours create the illusion the garment has been dug up from resting in the ground. Reminding me of mummified gores. After concluding my assemblage of the rust printed pieces, I turned to the more complicated task of recreating my shoulder designs I had created within my maquette. What I had not considered when creating the design in paper was how I would achieve the rather experimental shape using delicate muslin.
I considered using glue to thicken the material to allow it to perhaps hold its shape, I also considered using a different material or even wire to maintain the shape, or wether I should stuff the muslin with wadding?
The glue gave quite a naive and disappointing outcome and the design didn’t continue to hold its shape for very long. Using other material left my garment appearing less delicate and left it feeling less like an artefact because the only material and wire I had access to appeared very modern looking. I eventually decided on stuffing the shape however due to limited material I realised I would have to adapt the shape slightly. I enjoyed this exercise I was free to experiment and manipulate the fabric again and was able to compliment the rust printed sections beautifully by placing them at the top of my manipulated shape, where they would easily been seen. The final outcome of the shoulder design appeared very natural and reminded me a lot of my sea anemone sample ( un intentionally). I felt this was a positive as again is a demonstration of how all my research and experimentation is tying together.
I had liked the process of using wadding to stuff the shape and was so pleased with outcomes natural look, I will continue to consider where else on my garment this process would appear interesting. In order to maintain the subtlety and delicacy of my garment will I only stuff a section of a shape?
5th April - Reflection
Today, I experienced quite a turning point regards the development of my garment. After choosing all of my selected shapes ( sourced from the Maquette) and placing them back onto the mesh base I have laid out as a foundation, I reflected once more on my finished samples and decided which one I should use as the inspiration for the majority of colour and pattern.
I decided that the rust printed samples were the most true to my projects development and idea of the “natural” process of rusting ties in with my overall theme of Micrology. The fact the tiny individual particles of rust cling to the fabric links to the theme of “microscopic surfaces” and due to rust printing/ transferring being an “living” chemical reaction links to the theme of Microscopic beings.
I re attempted my rust printed process with the shapes I had drawn from my Maquette. I used many of the rust pieces I had grown myself as well as pieces I had sourced. I was thrilled with the outcome of some the rust printed shapes. The shapes that had occurred because of the natural process are beautiful and all totally different. The colours themselves have printed with different strains due to the intensity of the rust piece. Meaning there is more depth to the printed abstract shapes. Giving the fabric a manipulated and chaotic feel which also appeared within many of the microscopic images I collected. The colours instantly reminded me of the microscopic image of snake skin I had previously explored. The fact that by looking at this outcome I was reminded of my research I feel shows the strength of my projects development.
I will continue to rust print onto my sourced shapes and place them back onto the muslin foundation I created. I will also consider which other of my final samples I will use to complete my garment and which will reflect the research that has gone into its creation.
Reflection 3rd April
Today I spent most of my time finishing the base of my garment, a kind of canvas for my select shape designs from my Maquette to be placed onto. (picture along). I have found it much easier to develop my garment after making a making a foundation, it means I can visualise placement. As I mentioned within an earlier reflection I was most pleased with the upper half of my Maquette, therefore took many of the shapes I had discovered through that particular method and have decided to continue them onto my garment. The reasoning behind me liking those particular shapes was because they appear confident and remind me of my earlier explorations. For instance the high pointed colour reminds me of my earlier "ribbed" experimentation. Like my garments foundation, I cut each shape out of the muslin fabric ( the only fabric I have access to at this time). I have found it certainly difficult to work with limited supplies, I felt it has been harder for me to visualise an outcome on one continuous fabric or get excited about it. I appreciate however that this is potentially a good way of me learning to continue making slightly blinded to help focus solely on the processes I am discovering.
I will continue to build up on my base foundation, selecting the shapes chosen from the Maquette before deciding which sample will determine the majority base pattern, colour, texture of the garment.
Reflection - 31th March
After yesterdays online meeting with my tutor, I spent my day going over feedback and developing some of the elements she suggested I explore further. She felt I had achieved successful design development, successful experimentation ( as seen in samples), successful exploring and processing of keywords ( as seen through mark making drawings) and a successful refined colour pallet from greater investigation and analysis. She suggested I should explore negative space, perhaps scale?, be resourceful in material sourcing around the house and to use my shape menu to develop a paper maquette as frame work for garment development.
I manage to rescue some giant strips of brown paper before it was placed in the bin and thought it would be the perfect material to cut my shape menu shapes from. The paper was so easily manipulated it meant that once I had cut out my shapes it would be easy for me to experiment with bending or pleating... with them in oder to help develop my maquette.
Once I had cut out multiple various shapes from my menu, I began the task of placing them on my manikin. At first, I struggled to get started, feeling a bit like I was fumbling in the dark and the set shapes were a problem to over come more than a helpful starting point. I realised I was trying to hard to make a maquette from a idea of how the garment should look and was trying to place the samples to realise my idea. This was why I was struggling. I then relaxed and abandoned the garment idea in my head and purely placed the shapes on the manikin where I felt it appeared exciting or interesting. It was only when doing this did the maquette shape begin naturally and quite easily forming. I also used the shapes I could observe within the negative space to help develop the garment such as the L shape that appears on the right shoulder and long V neck. They act as a way of breaking up the dense fabric so more attention can be drawn to the more delicate and experimental shapes.
I will aim to do a simple sketch of my maquette to highlight these particular elements.
Reflection - 30th March
Today was a highly beneficial day in terms of organising my research so far, highlighting the strongest elements aside from the weaker, brainstorming methods to help me develop and how can I be resourceful with the limited materials I have whilst in isolation.
Instead of doing another action plan, I decided to begin by seeking feedback from a family member who I asked to flick through my sketchbook and assess my finished samples, answering questions such as “which samples are you drawn to? Why? And which samples would you like to see developed further?( I’ve included these notes over in my research) .
It was a great way for me to have an outsiders opinion and learn which of my samples stood out most for them, despite not knowing the depth of my chosen subject as well as me. I was so pleased to see that without explaining the context behind each sample, my mum would describe to me what she thought it had been inspired a by and each time she was weirdly accurate. For example, with my rust like sample she described it as appearing “ancient” like a “remnant of cloth”, which I had tried so hard to achieve through my stitching technique and natural process of rusting. I found there was a great satisfaction in realising the samples communicated the same meanings and inspired the same thought processes to someone looking at them for the first time as they do to me. It means my in-depth research is visible within them!
I had now sourced my 5 strongest samples with the help from my mum and was ready to develop onto the body. This was the next challenge I faced as I wasn’t sure what steps to take to do this. I began by collaging with the images of my 5 samples, however each of the outcomes appeared incredibly abstract not something I would be able to achieve which such limited resources.
I reached out to my tutor who was incredibly helpful and after looking at my most recent development work an my samples, began to give me advice on my next steps. I had sourced a load of brown paper that was about to be recycled and have decided to turn to my shape menu one again in inspiring the potential shape of my garment. I will cut out my shapes and place them onto my manikin - leaving me with a maquette. This will give me a good frame work to then move towards a final piece.
The link to the online video meeting with my tutor : https://web.microsoftstream.com/video/75302ea8-31e8-496a-a400-58f787331ec6
Reflection 25th March
Today I continued with the task I had set myself this week of “exploring through making”. Today I focused on my snake skin texture I had placed under the microscope. I love this particular image because ( like the last image I explored) there appears to be vein like lines within the skin, giving it the sense it is still alive in some way, which on one hand makes me uncomfortable but on the other I am intrigued. Following this key word “alive’, when observing the image and considering what its textures reminded me of, the first thing I saw was a sea anemone. The tiny dark holes on the surface on the texture and the “vein” like lines appearing tentacle like. I got really excited about what materials I could use to recreate this living creature. I considered foam, bubbling and even burning into fabric. I eventually settled on a sea sponge which I managed to source from a local chemist. Due to it originally coming from the sea the likeness to a sea creature was perfect. I played around with various methods of colouring the sponge based on my pallet. My most favourable methods I have explored so far have been with Ink and bleach because they create such a natural colouring. I want to continue this idea of keeping all my samples as natural as possible and ( although I ran out of time today) with the rest of my sea sponge, I will attempt burning into it to recreate the “dark holes” I was drawn to initially.
Another method I had tried earlier within my project had been “marbling”. When observing the image for the first time I was reminded of the bubbled surface it has given me as well as layers of blended colour. I decided to attempt this process again, guided by my colour pallet and the texture of the image. From the print I had made, I turned to my shape menu to guide me on what shape to cut the print into. I found this quite a reassuring method because I knew I had already felt confident in the shapes I had chosen, therefore the texture I had created seems to fit nicely into it. Although I was concerned the print lacked the detail of the initial image, so have added stitch in order to add more character to the sample.
Reflection 23rd March
Today, was my first day of experimenting with sample making bringing together my colour pallet, textures found through my microscope investigation and shapes sourced from an earlier shape menu investigation.
I began by focusing on one textural image ( which I have included on the left) and questioned what the texture reminded me of. This was really exciting because by relating the image to other textures and objects, I found I opened up more opportunities for research and exploration. For example, by focusing on my first texture of microscope rust particles I focused on the ‘vein’ like part of the image which I found interesting, it reminded me a lot of scientific images of embryos within a womb and the veins that reach from the placenta to the foetus. This led me to further research using “veins” and “embryo” as my key words. Multiple artists had used this as a starting point for some of their pieces and processed to the idea of “growth” and “development”. I felt there was a nice sense of irony here as growth and development is the sole purpose of my project. I also loved that my project had seemed to do a 180 in my research and I was reminded of an embryo because of my initial research at the “portraying pregnancy exhibition”.
I found it fascinating that some of my samples look incredibly similar whilst another can look quite different whilst of course continuing my rapid train of thought and research.
I realised through my making and experimentation with various mediums that there was a clear colour that I was drawn to that I had not yet included with my pallet. I realised that the colours appeared unnatural sometimes when placed together, not naturally blending unlike my initial textural image. I thought about ways I could solve this problem in order to create a more natural appearing sample. The best way was to introduce one more colour to my pallet in order to tie the colours together. I was concerned that introducing another colour would make things more complicated but I’ve actually found it very freeing. This is due to the fact, adding another colour gives more of a depth to the sample, there is ‘more going on’ visually but because the colours blend gently, the sample doesn’t seem busy or overwhelming.
Reflection- 18th March
After discovering my new found textures through the microscope yesterday, I dedicated today to recreating them through mark making and collage. Whilst doing this I have continuously been taking into account my colour pallet, which has only allowed me to grow more confident in it. I had to restrict myself to just mark making and collage today before turning straight to making, which I always feel more confident in doing. However I want to make sure I spend enough time exploring thoroughly before moving to material.
I am pleased with the amount of research I have undergone throughout this project, however it has left me feeling nervous about how to approach a final outcome.
The elements I am most excited about at the moment are my textures under the microscope which I will later this week begin to make samples from. I am also excited by my latest sample - the chemical reaction between the PVA glue and various inks. I found it really exciting because this burnt umber like colour began to appear and become more intense as the reaction continued, this umber like colour is very similar to the colour of my homemade rust which is a happy coincidence. I was also fascinated with the shapes the PVA and Ink began to make. Whilst the chemicals reacted, jagged edges on the sample formed, I loved this quality of the sample because each of the edges were totally different from each other. After examining them closely I began to notice they had quite a architectural quality to them and considered what they would look like within or externally on a building.
The last is my on going exploration of Rust, creating my own rust and rust printing. My concern is how I should go about combining these factors.
Reflection 12th March
Today the word I focused on was layering. I didn’t have as much time today as I have on other days so focused in more depth on layering within my mark making. I thought about ways in which I could draw then strip the colour before adding more. I attempted this with bleach and ink, one of my favourite methods before adding coloured acrylics. I felt this kind of chemical reaction linked in well with my ongoing chemical exploration of making my rust and printing it onto material.
I have been struggling with this word above the others as I feel it’s more limiting than the others. When feeling limited I tend to resort back to a basic selection of materials I can find around my house and push myself to demonstrate “layering” with them.
This has been a really challenging exercise but a great way to help me observe the potential in usually mundane objects.
11th March - Reflection
Continuing my challenge of making samples based on a single word to help me demonstrate my problem solving, today I focused on the word "bubbled". I began with thinking about how I could mark make through bubble painting, I then sourced various materials and experimented with various methods to create a "bubbled" texture. I found that creating bubbled textures was much easier than recreating "ribbing". I love experimenting with natural textures like the snake skin I used however its difficult when applying them to material to blend them. As I went through my process of making I captured my textures zoomed in, which I would like to blow up and explore later.
Ive found this method of exploring set words really difficult so far, but I see why its valuable to pushing myself into problem solving, exhausting every method based on a word.
When reflecting on the pieces I'd produced after today, I was pleasantly surprised by how I could observe my own clear thought process. Each sample both linked together and complemented each other. I have discovered methods of working I wouldn't have discovered and these methods I would like to push further as my project develops.
Reflection - 3rd March
After my group crit I decided to spend the day looking into my mundane objects. Zooming in on them and inspired by Rachel Niffenegger, collage my research into mark making and material.
I took a cork blew it right up and experimented with various methods to achieve the texture. I tried bubble painting, knitting, bleach and ink...
Reflection -29th Feb
I felt I'd hit a little bit of a roadblock in my research as "Micrology" has such a large potential. I decided to make a mood board to help me narrow down the areas I want to explore, which was really useful and I now feel more confident in my projects direction. In 3 Parts...
Microscopic Surfaces:
I am particularly interested after discovering a particular image ( which I then explored further) on the Nikon Microphotographic competition website, in the microscopic textures and colours of both corrosion and decay of surfaces. I was initially concerned at how abstract these textures are to recreate, however I believe this would also be an interesting challenge to overcome. I also believe its interesting to consider rust because of the fact its a living "disease cycle" just as many of my microscopic beings are "living" things, some of them diseases.
Luckily there are plenty of images of microscopic surfaces due to many people taking microscopic images of their surfaces to check for decay.
Microscopic images of everyday objects:
Everyday we encounter various objects we deem as mundane, however we never actually see them and their potential beauty. When placed under a microscope, objects as simple as bananas, toothbrushes... look incredible and have a multitude of fascinating textures, colours and shapes.
Microscopic beings:
Microfauna refers to microscopic organisms that exhibit animal like qualities.Microfauna are represented as part of the animal kingdom despite them being invisible to the naked eye. However when they are under the microscope they like the other microscopic elements are surprisingly beautiful.
Reflection 27th Of Feb
After creating my mood board of my most relevant research images I would like to explore, I decided to pull each image out individually for exploration. I used this technique during my denim project and found it incredibly useful in development. It gives me the opportunity to consider the colours and textures of the particular image, question what other objects share similar textures, shapes.. and think about various ways I could communicate these through mark making and onto material.
Yesterday I focused on a particular microscopic image of a 3 day old chicken embryo who had be injected with a indigo dye for scientists to observe their interior development. I considered how similar the texture was to that of satellite images of the Sahara and also of rust. I became really interested in recreating these textures and used ink and bleach on cotton and muslin to portray the satellite images and in order to recreate the rust like texture I got even more experimental. I did some research into surfaces which portray decay and erosion in order to help inspire ways in which I could recreate. I eventually found a way I could used sourced rust pieces and create a print pattern with them.
I really enjoyed exploring this method, messy but fun.
My Project Proposal
Project review:
The first two units of the program have been a progression of development through ongoing constructive disasters and surprisingly successful outcomes. As well as learning technical skills throughout the course such as stitch, knit, print and how to successfully mark make… the course has also evoked a strong work ethic in me; a sense of passion and an understanding of how to approach each new project. Having not come from an Art and Design background I really had to hit the ground running and have surprised myself at the amount of knowledge & new skills I’ve acquired in a relatively short time frame and with very limited prior experience. I chose the textiles pathway because through my diagnostic studies I discovered my love for texture, colour and making. I also love how broad that particular application can be and the possibilities to realise even the most abstract of context into outcomes. This is one of the aspirations I hope to achieve within this upcoming project.
Project Concept and Description:
Following much research the concept I have arrived at and wish to pursue surrounds the idea of Micrology (the study of microscopic objects). This includes studying Microfauna (the study of small beings invisible to the human eye) and various Microcosoms (A community, place or situation regarded as encapsulating in miniature, the characteristics of something much larger). I want to resolve the issue of these objects or beings being invisible to the naked eye by re-interpreting their natural beauty which is only obvious under the microscope. The issue facing me is finding the right technical resources & accessibility to study these objects but I am researching & eager to make visits to the relevant locations and learn how to use the correct tools to help me reach a successful outcome. I also understand that through the development of my project my aims and concept may alter slightly, depending on which facilities will be available to me. I gave myself the challenge of a very abstract concept but one which I felt could transfer well to textiles ; I also wanted to see just how much I’d gained so far on the course and tap into the techniques I've learnt to help steer me in the right direction of development and towards a pleasing outcome. I will use a wide range of both primary and secondary research to help springboard my ideas and being a Kinaesthetic learner; I will develop my ideas through experiential making whilst constantly reflecting on my processes and how adapting my methods could make them more successful.
In terms of evaluating my project this is something I will be doing continuously throughout my project as well as at its conclusion. Constant evaluation is a great way of making sure your project follows both a clear and interesting path. One of the activities I find particularly useful in evaluating my work is showing it to an outsider and gaining their feedback on whether the development process is clear and which elements they believe are the most exciting and which should be explored in greater depth. Evaluating continuously throughout a project is very different from evaluating at its conclusion because at the end of your project you're criticising whether it portrays your original concept in its strongest, clearest form; whereas reflecting throughout the project your main concern is the success and thrill of your project’s continuing development.
Reflection - 20th Feb
At the moment I feel like I've hit a bit of a wall. After a week of intense research I already feel like Im ready to move to material and sample creations, however I still have plenty of time to do further research. I feel like I need to ask the advice of my peers and tutors next to help steer me in the right direction and what I need to do next in order to progress. Today I decided to head to the kings Cross library to see if I could further my research and see if it sparked any other ideas for development. There were limited books that related to my chosen subject however I found one book in particular which made me realise again how fascinated I was with my subject matter and how wide the range for potential exploration is. The book entitled "Pollen" focused on the invisible grains of pollen and other aspects of the flower which go unnoticed to the naked eye. When under the microscope their beautiful colours and architectural shapes are visible. I decided to mark make a couple of these shapes and colours within my sketchbook incase I wanted to recreate the shapes within some of my samples.
Reflection - Saturday 15th Feb
Today I continued to focus on my micro animal research which I finding incredibly fascinating. Discovering this new species of animal I had no idea existed because they are invisible to the human eye. The textures of the creatures are equally as interesting and today I attempted through various methods to re create their textures.
I researched the micrographs of various spherical micro animals. I began by mark making with ink and attempted to create the delicate vein like shapes with bleach. I then moved to using various paints on acetate whilst sprinkling rust particles.
I then used pva glue with paint and materials such as cotton wool to create a 3D like texture. Disappointed that this method didn't do the texture of the micro animals justice, I researched other ways I could capture it. I wanted to try the method of PVA, water and paint. It was a lot of touch and go because I had to get the consistencies right. However I was incredible pleased with the othercomes and how detailed the texture is. In fact I found it really useful to use a magnifying glass to examine the outcomes closer. I thought there was a greats sense of irony here because I am so interested in micro species.
John Soanes Museum To Inspire A Potential Colour Pallet
After my visit to the John Soanes museum I felt incredibly intrigued by the colour pallet which I felt jumped out at me. I wanted to investigate these natural tones further and played around with different papers and paints to replicate these tones.
Collage To Inspire A Contextual Idea
In order to inspire my contextual idea I find it helpful to collect my research images and use collage. I was inspired by the idea of Natural Curiosities and assemblage. With this idea I felt inspired to look at Joseph Cornell and his imaginative worlds and how his collection of materials and objects are inspired by emotions and experiences.
Recreating The Mice Skeletons
Inspired by the bones of the mice I had seen at the zoological museum, I considered how I could recreate this texture I had looked at. I went home and sourced, shells, sharks teeth ( a holiday find) and kitchen spices to experiment with. I crushed them with a hammer and created clusters.
I was particularly pleased with the colours I had discovered through investigation. The natural earthy tones is something I would like to discover further within my investigation.
Monday 10th Feb - Reflection
I always find it really hard beginning I new project and having not done a project which spans over 5 weeks before I am both excited an apprehensive. Beginning with exhibition research has been a good solid start for met to build on my ideas and hopefully led to a strong contextual idea. I am really inspired by the scientific side of Natural Curiosities which I have been discovering within my exhibition research. The natural colours and textures that emerge from the microcosms I had the chance to look at over at the zoological museum are highly inspiring and I something I would like to investigate further.
Reflection - Wed 13 Feb
Today I went to visit the Viktor Wynd Museum Of Curiosities. I had mixed emotions when visiting, I loved the aspect of curation, all the pieces had been gathered together carefully to reflect a particular story, concept or emotion. However I had expected the pieces themselves to be individually intriguing and more about the fact they were sourced curiosities from various places around the world. Instead they were pieces not necessarily authentic which I felt had purely been places together for shock tactics. It was really interesting because I bumped into a BA csm student whilst there who also had the same opinion.
Despite feeling that the museum was the most inspirational the visit made me realise I was more interested in the context and science behind curiosities as well as how they are curated together. This is something I will continue to explore within my research.
When arriving home, because I had enjoyed the curation of objects I had seen I decided to do some research on an artist who is famous for this particular method. I found Joseph Cornell really fascinating to research and decided to collect some of my own curious objects from around the house and try and practise curating them together nicely. I found this method really satisfying and found it interesting how one object would complement the other and being to tell a story just by placing them next to each other.
Reflection -Tues 11th Feb
Today I experimented with recreating the textures I had discovered within the Micrarium. I find it easier to dissect the colours and textures through mark making before going straight to working with materials. The next step I took was with paint, by merging the colours together and also by adding fragments of rust particles and onion skin to add texture.
It was very much touch and go with this experimentation as the paint colours often didn't blend well and the reaction from the added substances often didn't give the effect I was going for. I transferred some positive outcomes to material which was really exciting.